Dissolve in Chi:
How sweetly your name and presence comes to me today,
with gifts divine, remembrances of the beyond, brought
vividly into the eternal present, of all that is dear,
of the mysteries we have shared, and so near, so
available, a mere uddipana—an excitent to bhava, the
stimulants that set aflame the seeds of existential
love—and all comes rushing in, the infusion of God…in
a moment all despair is extinguished, heaviness
dissipated, the clouds of nonessential, temporal
confusion lifted, disclosing the real, we in our
nakedness, sacrificial lambs, joyfully, playfully,
lovingly consecrated into the whole.
I would fight back the tears, but why, when they bring
such de-light? Yes, dissolve in chi, and emerge, anew,
a light-body vehicle of consciousness, living, being,
for no purpose whatsoever, other than to transmit the
same blessings through divine seva, for the
transcendent reality existing in all. No more can I
say…no more can I bear.
An intoxicated lover, brother…
Only a name remains, and I am gone,